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| 11:19pm 21/06/2004 |
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dodgeball was depressingly awful. it made me feel like shit. or was that the pot i smoked? i hate films. |
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| 06:49pm 21/06/2004 |
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holy jesus fucking christ on the first day of summer
kkclohessy just moved to arcata muthercukfing california and emailed me
living with tomorrah
fuck fuck
fulick
likc my ****
this is the best news since mary moving to the northwest for midwifery school. my girls are the best girls. |
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| 05:33am 24/04/2004 |
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tonight was a super, duper eighties party at ryan's house.
i told kyle earlier today that we need to take things slower. i don't want to hurt that fucking boy. he says he doesnt't understand why i wanted to take things slower. |
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| 01:00am 01/02/2004 |
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whisky makes me feel better but it makes my eyelids heavier over time
and that defeats my life purpose
which is...
drink as much coffee and caffeinated beverages as possible
and stay awake all hours of time
but
alcohol is love juice.
anywyay 1:35 a.m.
i'm watching wolves doing it doggie style on animal planet
and i just wanted to document this one thing for myself
thursday night, asleep
2:30 a.m. police come a-knockin' on the door nextdoor, goin'
"police! search warrant!"
and they were doin' this for a few minute before the people came and answered
the door
and the people came out
a girl up against my door breathin' heavy was askin what
was going on and
the Fat cop said they were "lookin' fer drugggggs"
and so one guy got arrested
and at least one room got raided
and so they got evicted the next day
and they cleaned out their room that same day
and that day my bike got stolen.
and snowdown was that day (Friday)
and i got home from school before dark that day
and the motel manager axed me if i had a bike out in front of my room
and my bike wasn't there the day after the raid nextdoor
and that same day, snowdown,
friday,
yesterday,
an ambulance came up to the motel,
and took an old lady out on the stretcher
and into the ambulance
in the evening.
and this afternoon, the day after,
and two days after the drug bust,
the ambulance
or "meat wagon" if you use slang,
came and took that same androgynous old person
out into the ambulance
and took them away
and now i've been typing it's 1:4 1a.m.
and i'm not done drinking
and i'm NEVER done dirnking
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| 12:53am 01/02/2004 |
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like all things i do.
Your Discordian Totem Animal is Buckminster The
Naked Mole Rat. Like Buckminster Fuller but
more naked and slimey.
Your Discordian Totem
brought to you by Quizilla
man.
i don't mean to be a 'dork', or a 'geek' or anything, but i love animal planet
i mean cable tv is a lot of stimulation and animal planet is like the channel i can stand watching the longest "word"
comedy central is ok 30% of the time
canadian mist whisky is ok 98% of the time. |
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| 12:16am 01/02/2004 |
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i want an oatmeal raisin cookie |
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| 12:04am 01/02/2004 |
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iwish iwish iwish i was a fish
actually i wish i was a crocodile
they're way smarter
and they're vicious too.
everyone's cheating |
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| 01:59am 27/01/2004 |
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what was i about to say?.. |
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| 10:42pm 22/01/2004 |
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drawing a beautiful naked woman who is a friend of yours who you can relate to in a few ways...
is nothing compared to drawing your nude lover
as cliched as drawing your
nude lover
is
but drawing her tonight was good practice. she put on these tall ass black hooker boots and spread 'em for me. what a crazy pose. the bottom of my foot itches and my shoes are too tight. i had a lot of coffee and i'm really jittery. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i think i need a shower. |
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| 10:43pm 15/01/2004 |
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| 08:59pm 04/01/2004 |
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i wanna get a big tittie mermaid tattoo on my bicep |
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| 08:40pm 02/01/2004 |
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i hate feeling like a failure. it seems like such a self-defeating emotion, but i don't know how else to feel. i feel pressure from everyone and everything sometimes. i'm a stupid fucker. and a creep.
last night i had a dream that i was rrreal effed up on something. i was at some club. cameron left this letter he had written to me on a table. it was sewn-together paper, like a scroll. there were little pictures that he had drawn all over it.. it was kind of like written and drawn as if he was a little kid. anyway, it said he was sorry on it, in a bunch of different ways. he was sorry about a bunch of stuff. like how he's been treating me. and i was all effed up, i couldn't hardly talk or walk. chris was there. he was smiling, and he was leaving.
the night before that i had a dream that i found a guy's head in my bed with someone. just some guy's decapitated noggen.
i decided that
all my dreams are living my fears,
and all my fears are living my dreams
it's hard to be someone's friend when all you want to do is fuck them. not that that's relevant to my life, or anything. |
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| 02:43pm 13/12/2003 |
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i want to be amazed at what i can do |
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| 04:03pm 10/12/2003 |
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sometimes i feel like a really slow, old macintosh computer |
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| 08:56pm 03/12/2003 |
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bus ticket depart dec 26th from royal oak mich arrive in charlotte nc, rnd trip back in royal oak jan 3 -- $167 |
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| 01:14am 03/12/2003 |
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i hate these loud uncomfortable mattresses. why does it sound like there's a helicopter directly overhead my apartment room? i french kissed mary today and it made me feel good. |
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| 01:08pm 21/06/2003 |
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mood:  good music: apples in stereo
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this morning at 5:45 a.m., cam and i went to the center of southwest studies to see this solstice window dealie make a shadow on the wall. i guess that was the mark of summer. i thought it was pretty cool, esp. because of the free continental breakfast. mm, free strawberries and orange juice. then we went back to bed and woke up at 12:30, thus missing the farmers market :[
i love the smell of sunscreen. it reminds me of being in mexico.
today we'll probably go hiking and hot springing. yow! |
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